I learned something today, nothing in life is worth being miserable over. If you aren't happy get the hell out of dodge. No apologies needed just go and find your happiness. Being 23 is weird enough, no idea where my life is going, let alone how I am going to pay my bills because I had to have those $300 shoes and I really did need to eat the most expensive thing on the menu last night. This is my life and believe me I'm well aware that my decisions are reckless but those shoes are killer and my meal was delicious. So why should I spend any of my time being miserable, well believe me I am so over it. Nothing and I mean nothing is worth it.This leads to an important life lesson, growing up is about being honest. Honest about what I want, what I need, what I feel and who I am.
That being said so far I know that I want a job I like and a guy whom I love. Also I have decided that I want to be a force to be reckoned with, the kinda girl who walks into a room and you know she has arrived, the girl who walks like murder, laughs like nothing you've ever heard, and is the kinda girl you can't get enough of. I have this very romantic sense of how I want life to be and I am sure as hell going to make my little dream world a reality. I have always dreamed of this life I could have, so why not start having it now? I dare anyone to tell me no...
Sometimes life doesn't come up all roses, believe me but maybe if I start being honest, being you know me, things will get rosier on the horizon. Since recently quitting the misery I am already 10x the person I was yesterday so I can't begin to imagine who I am going to be by tomorrow.
My advice get honest, real honest.
xxx
B
